Sneaking

     “Take care.”

      With two simple words, Blue turned and descended the temple stairs, his gait casual, but his mind in turmoil. At the bottom of the steps, he forced himself to stop, to breathe deeply and to consider the situation. Yes, he could admit that he was afraid of the nightmare he was walking into. He regretted losing the temple in the bargain.

     When Harata had left that morning, the Night’s Herald went about the task of preparing to leave as well. He packed his few belongings, some food, and water. He couldn’t help but take his time about it, dreading what was to come when he finished. He would go to see Makoto.

     After returning to the world from Elysium, his sentence weighing a bit heavily on his soul, Blue realized he’d be leaving his home someday. When the nightmares began in earnest, his fears were confirmed. He’d assumed it wouldn’t be difficult to find someone to watch over the place when he was away. Most of the others had aspired to inherit the temple, and had been disappointed to learn that Blue, nearly always silent and never popular, had been the one to do so.

     He chose Makoto to be the temple’s guardian. Yet, it hadn’t been an easy choice. There were others far less ambitious, but they’d moved on to other occupations outside the reaches of the city. Makoto was still nearby, serving at a large and populous suburban temple. He’d sprung at the chance to return and claim Blue’s place.

     While it was supposed to be a temporary arrangement, Blue could see from the other’s eyes that it would be anything but. They chatted idly over the business of the place as they strolled the grounds, the afternoon Prime Sun radiating its midsummer light, the Black Sun pulsing out its heat. Finally, in the early evening, Blue turned to begin the long walk to the Industrial Sector. Makoto looked at him without warmth and said,

     “I wish you the luck of the gods on your journey.”

     His tone of voice stated, I wish you dead.

     Blue said only,

     “Take care.”

 

     He’d never return to the temple. Even if he did, it would no longer be his. The Night’s Herald took this as a sign that his life would change irrevocably. The thought bought a bit of a shudder, as it turned his mind to his fears and to the nightmares.

     Blue hadn’t been surprised that Harata’s face was the one of the Clanless. He’d seen enough in his dreams to point him toward that conclusion. Of the others he was still unsure, though he had some ideas about a few. How would these people change him? They would come and fill up the silence of his world. They would distract him from his faith. The test of their presence was already oppressive, filling him with anxiety. He’d seen their faces lined with tears, streaked with blood. He’d seen death.

     He’d seen himself, his own face drawn and pale. He was in Pandemonium.

     What would he do that would send him to such a hell? What betrayal of his faith, of the Task, would cause such a fall from grace? Blue was doomed to fail, doomed to be so heinous a force that he’d be denied even reincarnation. He’d stand judgment in Pandemonium, and he would become the antithesis of all he dreamed to be.

     The Night’s Herald forced himself to take a few deep breaths. What was to come would come- regardless of any anxiety or fear he felt. The path toward that day stretched out before him, and he would walk it with stillness in his soul. He would face the onslaught of humanity, the trials of the Task, and all the dangers that waited. Blue promised himself that he would remain true to his faith. The best way to begin was to accept the things that were, without fear or regret. The temple was gone, the future was filled with potential pain- but this was simply life in a transitory world. His duty now was to find Harata and guide him in his flight from Mianuus.

 

     Blue had been waiting in the dim alleyway for quite some time. The Clanless was late by now, and the Night’s Herald was beginning to wonder what happened. It was possible that the Clanless had been tailed. He could have been caught and taken back to the police station. There was also the possibility that he’d been mugged- or worse. The slums surrounding the Industrial Sector were notorious for their violence. Perhaps meeting here was a mistake, but there really weren’t any other options.

     The Night’s Herald was weighing the idea of looking for Harata, when the Clanless appeared suddenly in the orange glow of a streetlight. There was someone else with him; it appeared to be a girl. Blue stepped out of the shadows to meet them. The young woman at Harata’s side shied away as she spotted him, cringing against the Clanless.

     “It’s ok,” he told her calmly. “This is Blue. He’s another Champion.”

     She felt the hot, buzzing feeling she’d had earlier. As it grew in intensity, she worried that she might pass out again.

     “I feel… funny.”

     “It’ll pass. I feel it, too.”

     Blue studied the woman. It looked as if she was wearing Harata’s clothes. She was of average height, a little on the tall side, maybe, and seemed to have a nice figure. Her hair was long and very straight. The light from the streetlamp was weak and orange-tinted, but it appeared that her hair was… purple? A dark shade, like violet maybe, he thought. It was strange. She’d obviously been badly beaten. There was dried blood on her bruised face.

     “Hi. Sorry I’m late. I ran into something,” Harata said. “This is Ayame. She’s the Champion of the Dauern.” He spoke the words with pride.

     “Nice to meet you, Ayame,” Blue replied politely. “Are you all right?”

     “I’ll be fine,” the Dauern replied, a little coldly. Up close, despite her swollen features, the Night’s Herald recognized her from his dreams- the beautiful girl with the violet hair. So, she was the Dauern.

     “Well, we’d better get moving,” he said in a businesslike tone. “We’ve got to get over to the train yard and on tonight’s Overnight before it fills up with employees.” And guards, he added silently.

     They moved on in silence, out of the slums and into an area filled with factories and warehouses. Harata was glad to be leaving the poverty-stricken neighborhood. He’d seen terrible things in the fading evening light. The ancient tenements sagged against each other, threatening to tumble down on passers-by. Their windows gaped like hungry mouths with broken glass for teeth, ready to devour human life. These buildings were the guardians of the destitution all around him.

     The pavement was cracked and full of potholes. In places it was missing altogether, exposing the cobblestones of bygone days like the organs of a gutted man. In some places, a recent rain had left the potholes filled with muddy water. Harata watched a stooped figure of indiscriminate sex squatted at one of the puddles to drink. A dog was urinating on the street beside the person. Broken glass was everywhere.

      Harata was glad when the shroud of night curtained off most of his surroundings. Many of the streetlights were broken, and some of the tenements seemed to be without electricity. The streets grew darker and more threatening, but the Clanless blended into his surroundings so perfectly that no one bothered to look at him twice. He shuddered, realizing that this was where he belonged. This filthy, disease-ridden slum was his home, or should have been. The frightening people he was seeing were his Clan. He felt filled with despair.

     Now that was behind him. The factories were shut down for the night, save for those that had night crews working. It was easy to avoid the pools of light surrounding them. Harata felt protected by the darkness. Night had become an ally.

     The train yard was sunken below the level of the streets. It was guarded, of course, but not nearly as heavily as the station. The three found a slope which was covered in vegetation. It was dark there, a ways from the main area of the yard. They picked their way down as silently as possible, pausing at the bottom to check for oncoming guards. No one was in sight, but a patrol would be along sooner or later.

     Blue had learned that tonight’s train was number “N309”. They were too far from the assembled locomotives to see any of their numbers. They’d have to get closer.

     “Walk, don’t run. We’ll go between those two,” he indicated a couple of trains not too far away. “They’ll offer some cover.” Blue’s voice had been a barely audible whisper.

     The three stepped out into the yard. Harata forced himself to look ahead and walk at a steady, almost casual, pace. People walk around here all the time, he told himself. It’s nothing unusual. He just hoped that it was too dark to make out Blue’s distinctive garb. Why hadn’t he changed clothes?

     For Ayame, the walk seemed to take hours. She felt sure that the guard would come at any moment, yelling and waving his arms. She was brimming with adrenaline, and wanted nothing more than to take off into a run. She didn’t even know where she wanted to go, except that it was far away. Anyplace else would be fine.

     They reached the trains without being accosted. The yard was well-organized, so it was surprisingly easy to find the train in question. “N309” sat benignly on its track, waiting to be steered toward Central.

     Getting into the train was not difficult, as it was unlocked for the crew, who’d be boarding in a matter of minutes. It was very dark inside, and they bumped their way past cabins, through a lounge and kitchenette. Where could they hide? There didn’t seem to be anyplace that would remain untouched throughout the journey. Finally, they stumbled upon a set of bathrooms. Their eyes had adjusted a bit to the lack of light. Without a word, Blue started rummaging in a nearby supply cubby. He found something flat and started scrutinizing it. Finally, he opened a stall and said softly,

     “Get in.”

     Neither Ayame not Harata put up any argument. Blue hung the “Out of Order” sign he’d found on the door. He then closed the door and pushed the latch slightly closed, enough that it wouldn’t fly open and expose them, but so little that it wasn’t obvious the stall was occupied. A slight shove would get the door open.

     The Night’s Herald opened the pack he’d been carrying and handed Harata and Ayame a couple of longish knives.

     “This won’t work,” the Clanless protested.

     “Have you ever tried to use a toilet marked ‘Out of Order’?”

     “We didn’t have running water where I grew up. We had outhouses,” Harata replied.

     “I haven’t,” Ayame offered. She sat on the edge of the toilet, her head throbbing. She didn’t want to go any further. This was as good a place as any.

     As it was, there was no more time left for argument. The crew had begun to board the train.